Saturday, September 27, 2008


This is part of my outfit for the party tonight, minus the sunglasses, I just don't have my eye make up done yet. It's gonna be amazing. Pictures to come. Promise.

p.s. yes, that's a wig.

Thursday, September 25, 2008


I've been posting a lot. Sorry. :P

Today was an alright day. I got some things done that I've been meaning to do for some time and that makes me quite happy.

First I had work, it sucked but that's nothing new.
Then I got my hair cut. I like it. It's what I wanted, although the hairdresser could've maybe tried to make my fringe look a little bit even, I still had to cut some of it myself in the places she missed and where it was uneven. I like that my haircuts are usually inspired by someone else, it just makes it easier to tell the hairdresser what I want. Last time, I got this Katie Holmes like haircut that was really short, this time, obviously it was Zooey Deschanel. I already blogged about that.

Then I went over to the mall and picked up a bunch of movies that I've been looking at for more than a week now. Well, Run, Fatboy, Run, just came out, and I haven't seen it yet, but I know I'm going to like it, so I bought it. The Secretary is and sexual, I don't know why I never picked it up before. The other two are asian horror films, A Tale of Two Sisters is the movie I watched with Chris when I went to go see him, I had to buy it because I need to see it again, just so I can better understand the story. I got confused when he started talking about a cloning plot then changed his mind. I think I more or less got it, but it was a good movie anyways, worth buying and keeping forever. The Maid is a movie I found on Amazon, its about a Filipina housekeeper living in Singapore. I HAD to get this, even though I've never seen it, just because it's about a Filipina woman, and my mom is Filipina. Not only does this movie have a connection to my heritage, but its a horror movie AND the main character is structured upon one of the biggest stereotypes on Filipina women. Anyways, it should be a good late night movie.

When it comes to movies, I'm pretty obsessed. I have a book where I keep track of all the movies I own and also I have a list of all the movies that I want to purchase/watch. The list is pretty long right now. But I can only spend so much on entertainment every week.

Anyways. today's been a good day. And it's only gonna get better. Office Season 5. 9PM. :D

I think I should stop being so open about my sexual experiences with guys. All of a sudden it's as if I turn into some kind of challenge. Just because I may lack somethings, doesn't mean you get an invitation to change it.

I don't know where I'm going with this. It's just, I had this really interesting conversation with a guy friend and we were being very open about ourselves and asking a bunch of questions. It was fun, but it ended up feeling as though he thought he could solve all my problems, or something like that. I dunno, I wasn't trying to be a tease, I'm just not really stuck up about answering questions like that, I don't really hold back, if you ask me something, I'll answer it. That is, if I'm comfortable enough with the person that is asking it.

I guess, I just don't know if I shouldn't be so open about that stuff anymore, I don't want to hurt the other person or myself. Maybe I am a tease. Ugh. Sex frustrates me.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008


Ok, So i'm going to what is literally a sexy party this coming Saturday and I'm totally freaking out. I was invited to this crazy event by my lovely bff, Francesca, who was invited by her sister. Now, the deal with this party, is that it is a peep show, and you have to dress up to get in.

Here's a link to the party's website:

So, I've gotten over the fact that I'm actually going to do this, my problem is now finding the right outfit/costume. Some possibilities for me right now are very 50's and 60's inspired. I'm very leaning towards some kind of 60's sex kitten look. A la Brigitte Bardot, Jane Fonda, Raquel Welch, Nancy Sinatra, Jean Shrimptom, Ann-Margaret...etc.

Brigitte Bardot. She's so sexy. I don't think I can pull this off....

What I AM looking forward to is playing out with my makeup for the evening. I finally have an excuse to just overdo myself and be as crazy as I want with my makeup.

There will probably be a video about this from me and Fran coming, if not, then there will definately be pictures.

Anyways. I'm taking suggestions. I have no idea what I'm doing!

Monday, September 22, 2008


I got my October issue of Nylon...

I got really excited because Zooey Deschanel is on the cover and I loooves her.

Then I saw her pictures and I pretty much decided that I will definitely go back to having a full fringe/bangs.

SO FREAKING CUTE!!!!!! I want it.

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Holla what?

I just felt like posting these pictures because they are oh-so-amazing.

The results in Maddox's blogtv gangsta contest hehe




Miss Maddox herself

Of course, me.
We did robot faces also, but you can check kiwi's blog for that!
It was hella fun. I just thought that I should lighten up the mood of my blog with these pictures!! :D

Also, over the weekend I uploaded two videos:


They're both pretty random, that's what happens when I have too much free time and also that the camera was available to me. :D